Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
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2:14 am - KEELAN!
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I love Keelan so much. I can't believe he is leaving. I love him so much. So many time that we spent together. Ohh my god it's so weird that he's going to be gone. One of my bestfriends leaving. Goes to show you. I mean holy crap. All this time we spent together. THE DREAM TEAM. DREAM TEAM THUGGIN! Come on now. This is overwhelming. I don't understand this feeling that is going over me. I know he's coming back... BUT he's leaving now and that just so unbearable. We're all going to miss this bestfriend of ours. So much that he won't even know. I cried with him so much when I knew I wouldn't see him again. It's weird. Amy, Keelan, and I would always spend queer sundays together. Now what are they? MMM. I'll always remember what to await next in the queerness of The L word. But what is going to await us now? We will never know. And that person that does know... Tell me NOW! I want to know. One of my bestest friends that I have ever got is going away. This is crazy. I love him to death. NO ONE WILL REPLACE HIM! Nor will I want them to. His beautiful face will be missed upon many a souls. I know me Amy and Dan are going to be ever so devasted to weeks to come. I mean where will we go to after work is over. Keelan was our best place to hang out. His mom was the best mom ever imagined. His brother Blayd was the coolest guy. My god. Please send me something to understand what is going on as of this moment. I am very confused as what is happening. I thought this all was going to be a hoax. But when it's actually becoming a reality, I find myself in the deepest gutter I've ever found myself. So friends, please lets rejoice. We need eachother as of this moment. I thought I would trek down there at the end of this month with my friend Tara but that fell through. Along with The Dream Team Tour of the World. Where we would make shirt and pins and other things. But where'd that go? Those plans also fell through. Am I being dramatic? Hell yes I am being dramatic. One of my best friends I have ever encountered is leaving. What would you do?
Love, John
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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9:33 am
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So lately I've: -Been Diseased -Partied in the Nicest house ever. -Had my Birthday. -Been saddened because Keelans leaving. -Been saddened because friends are sad. -Started using Photoshop. -Hung out with Lauren and her friend Kirian. -Had the most fun with my friends ever.
And so on. You get the idea. Summers here and I'm lovin it.
Love, John
current mood: satisfied
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Friday, May 20th, 2005
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3:43 pm - Fucka's
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Friday, May 6th, 2005
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2:30 pm
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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10:15 am
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I had a dream that everyone at work hates me. Probably true. They thought I was good for nothing and also DID nothing. DAMN THEM IN MY DREAMS.
On another note....
Lastnight was amazing. Amy Jesus, her sissy, Keelan, and this Nick guy sipped on some 40z. We made some great friends with Keelans brother. BUT THEN he hit me 2 times in the head. It was AWESOME! Then Dennys came. I totally sipped the whole 40 yo. It was a first. I wanted Dan to go cause I love him.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!!
current mood: full current music: The Beach Boys - Fun Fun Fun
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Monday, April 4th, 2005
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2:57 pm
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Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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10:27 pm
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Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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4:41 pm
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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9:38 pm
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005
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8:44 pm
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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
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2:00 am
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Monday, February 7th, 2005
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10:50 pm
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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11:14 pm
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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12:10 am
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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10:54 pm
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